Tuesday, August 14, 2007
sigh.been sick the last two days. Fever went up to like 41degrees. I seriously thought I was going to die. Went to see Doctor Ho, he said I might have dengue but not sure yet. Sigh.He gave me some tables for my flu , body aches and fever.
Omg I hate staying at home, its so bloody boring. I rather go to school! Haven't gone to school for like a week already ? I think I've got alot to catch up in school I think, I mean homework.
arghhh, I shiver when I'm in the hot sun.Its scary. I've got nothing to post already. I'm feeling depressed.
No dengue please ? =(
I don't want to die
the memories have shattered 9:55 PM
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Okay i've got alot of stuff to post about , I'm like so irritated with everything ! arghhhhhhh
lets seee . my week has been super hectic!been coming home late everyday and cabbing everyday . now i have $37 dollars left for the whole month . omg. someone help me please . but ernest owes me $12plus , terrence - $5 and mum $25 so I'll have $79 . Should last, but if i carry on like this i tell you i'll be broke by next week.
Soo . mm on tuesday , had National Day celebration in school . Went home after that then headed to town with charmain to meet vanese and liana. Watched Perfect Strangers , It was alright then went to play pool . Couldn't make it ! argh.I think interworld tables are better (:
After pool went to meet mum and bro at fort canning park . Went for Singfest ((: . It was awesome especially Sugar ray ! Unfortunately I missed Shaggy =( . Oh well , danced for like 4 hours which made my legs sore but it was great ! Worth it ! Reached home about 1+ ,2 .
WEDNESDAY
HAPYY NATIONAL DAY !
met charmain at her house, headed to bugis to meet juliana . Went to sungei road , to reach there we took 2 taxi's but actually we could have walked . Wasted my money =( anyway , bought a box bag , it's damn vintage! (: after that went back to bugis to eat then headed to fort canning for Singfest.
brought ju and charm in. Thanks Sano and ernest and the other guy (Idk his name) . Avenged sevenfold was great.
Then some stuff happened and my mood got really fucked up. Seriously, you don't even appreciate anything.I let you come in . Isnt that good enough?? Its not fair to the rest of the people who PAID for their tickets.And you kept asking me for tickets and bands. urgh. Oh and you didn't even say thank you.
When hinder came on , my mood was already disrupted , one of my favourite bands. sigh.Cabbed home . Fuck up mood . Fuck Fuck Fuck !
THURSDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAMING
went to cine with shana and sherllie . Jerome have us wrong intructions . Idiot! haha. So had to walk from Cine to Cathay ! idiot ! Watched Rush hour 3 , the person sitting behind shana was so bloody irritating . he kept laughing super loudly and kept repeating the funny dialogs. like we cant hear like that ?
after the movie all of us went to Plaza Singapura to meet Daming and friends . Went to marina bay for steamboat . Fun (: then walked from shenton way to esplanade. tired. after that met shakyna for awhile then headed home.
reached home, Jansen kept nagging. I cannot tahan. Sigh. Somehow his words hurt me like hell. Argh. He's trying to change me but I am who I am . accept me for who I am . I told you I would stop , but that doesn't mean I have to leave my friends. Got too irritated that I couldn't help my tears.
Talked to charmain on the phone till she wanted to sleep. Stoned until 3 plus then went to sleep . just couldn't sleep . too many things on my mind.
Yesterday he smsed me again, urgh. He's like so off and on . I'm dying. Everything is back to square one!
I miss you but I don't miss us.
the memories have shattered 1:22 PM
